I dont even know anymore. I think Im in a little over my head. Online classes suck and I dont even know what to do! Im just gunna keep on trucking. Today I listened to the all time low....weightless....thank god for them.. haha.<3 Anyway I think I've come to the conclusion that I just miss having that "someone" in my life. I'm trying to slowly ween him out of being that person thats ALWAYS there for me to just being a friend...but hes is making that completely impossible. But on the other side of that he tells me to "Talk." and then when we do hes just different and cold and I don't know. I'm at a spot in my life where I really really need a friend...........I really need to go to homework so I can drive to Palm Bay and see Mike tonight =) I haven't seen him in soooo long so yeah!

Thanks to ATL I feel much better about life... still not 100% but I always keep on truckin'!




"Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here" Weightless---ATL