I haven't written in FOREVER and soooo much has happened... So I think as part of the changes I am making in my life I am going to incorporate writing on here... So after not talking for forever...he called.. but of course they were fighting.....and once everything became okay between them he disappears again... but what he said and the things he brought up are still on my mind, .......oh and starting tomorrow I am starting my 365 project! =) hopefully it has the outcome I want to...but i guess we will find out in 365 days! lol
So you remembered everything from "us" and you miss me (in my mind only when you are fighting with her) you have no idea why you are with her when she makes you so upset 95% of the time.. You wanted me to fly out to you... I would/wouldve done so in a heart beat if I knew you really wanted me there... but you dont know what you want...Im starting to think you never will...I chose this picture because when you called the other night and we talked for 5 hours and hung up 30 minutes before I had to be up for work you said you wanted to go to the beach at night and find another bum.....one of our very first dates....it should me something different about you... but then you went back to the you i dont like and the you I want nothing to do with......... I'm pretty sure you need to figure you out....I mean you even went as far as asking if the guy I was feeling was out of the picture... and then told me you missed me and goodnight that you would call me tomorrow....did tomorrow ever come?
